GOD is watching YOU!!
A few months ago, I engaged into sexual intercourse for the first time since my split from my ex-husband. Meaning, it was the first time in over a year that I had intercourse with someone...and although the sex was great. Emotionally: I felt empty, I felt like 'WHY am I back here'?
Meaning...why am I just having casual sex and not in a relationship, like it's ok!? It bothered me so needless to say - it only lasted a couple of weeks. Until, I told my partner...I could not partake in this type of activity anymore. Although disappointed, he understood and respected my decision.
I am growing up and I no longer want to be a piece of meat and just be having casual sex with anyone, who isn't my spouse. It just didn't feel right. I knew if I continued....it would just further derail me and my actions and my mindset about so many things...so I could not continue. It was HARD to say, I can't do this anymore b/c my FLESH wanted it BUT if I want to Follow Christ and be obedient. I have to stop committing a sinful act! I will admit at first, the urge was still there wanting to do it BUT me so STRONG and fought that urge off! Super Powers! ;-) I'm still doing good! No slip ups! YAY me! Going to KEEP STRONG!!! :-)
WE CAN do ALL THINGS through CHRIST who STRENGTHENS us!